2:43 AM Sunday, January 03, 2010
sometimes i wonder if
im even good enuf.
it's the things you say,
the things you do.
it hurts
and every time it happens again,
the pain plies on.
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5:15 PM Friday, January 01, 2010
year 2009 was a sad sad year. well...at least for me.
it was the year which i went out of TJC, and never returned. Now im in SP. lol. it's been 'ok' so far, but i should seriously stop slacking. hahaha. =p
My birthday was kinda ignored this year due to all the exams and stuffs. damn...ah well.
i shall not harp on all these sad memories.
so many other things happened in 2009...more sad stuffs than happy ones. but well...at least there are happy ones.
hopefully 2010 will be a much better year for me. happy new year everyone! all the best in everything u do! =) hav fun and stay healthy and happy! =)
A new year, a new beginning.
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10:29 AM Tuesday, July 28, 2009
whoa...i realised the last post that i posted was like eons ago. haha. life's much better now. im not in tj any more. sigh. haha. but sp's fun. it's totally like a resort. (at least for the first yr) hahaha. ok. im gonna post more later! time to complete my assignment due in a few days. =((
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12:48 AM Thursday, December 25, 2008
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6:57 PM Monday, December 15, 2008
i must not be selfish...
i cant! i just cant! NO!
but...
i dun think i can
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3:57 PM Sunday, December 07, 2008
To find what you're here for
Open another door
I'm not sure anymore
It's just so hard
...
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3:49 PM
The day door is closed
The echo's fill your soul
They wont say which way to go
Just trust your heart
...
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5:13 PM Tuesday, December 02, 2008
I dunno wat to say...well...life just got worse. just when i thought that i couldnt get any worser.
My life sucks shit now man...wait no. i think it's worse than that. it's worse than shit-like now. i just cant believe the things that happened this yr. cant i hav anything going my way? it feels like everything's working against me.
Throughout this whole yr, i cant help but feel like i've wasted it all away. but i dun really mind cos i believe something else which i've done instead is of much higher imptance and now that i've got another chance to make up for my studies that i may hav neglected the whole yr. well...sacrifices are like that arent they. but i didnt realise that my perspective may not be that of others. worth the sacrifice?
I hope so and still believe so
Reality
Everything has it's impact in life and well...i think the things that happened to me this yr screwed my life up like totally, upside down and inside out. stupid life.
Dunno wat's gonna happened nxt. im just hoping for this lousy yr to come to an end as soon as possible. im really hoping for someone to help me and someone whom i can everything of the last few weeks. it's not that i dun or that i dun wan to, but i just dun hav the chance to.
im tired of my life being like this
but i cant do anything to change it
mayb it's time
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11:08 PM Tuesday, October 28, 2008
well...life kinda sucks doesnt it. at least for me, it does.
i guess this is really the worse day in my life. at least till now i suppose. im kinda predicting worse in the coming days for the rest of my life. okay...maybe not, but at least for the next few days and months till the end of the year. sigh. but i cant really do anything about them can i? i wish i could.
haha. nvm. i shall just make the best of the rest of my life while im still alive. why let these things get me down for my whole life? thank you darling for making me realise all these. but anyone and everyone will definitely be sad when all these things happen all in the same period of time. it's as if everything went from right to wrong at the snap of my finger. sigh. why doesnt the opposite happen? maybe it just isnt my day, my month, my year. boo. but i noe these wont affect me for long as life goes on. just a few days will do and well...one things to look forward to. the holidays!! haha. yea.
"What time is it?
Summer time!
It's our vacation"
i was thinking of like typing winter time instead of summer time but it doesnt make sense cos singapore experiences summer all year round. haha. so summer time! haha. yay!
but sadly we've got homework, CCAs and studying to do. but it's ok. it's still better than going to school everyday i guess. haha.
ok. anyway, im off to slp already. not really feeling well. shall head off to dreamland and get some rest. hoping that i'll feel all different and better tmr. yea. nights ppl. have a nice day tmr too. =) oh before i go, i realised this is like my first post since
ages and
ages and
ages and
ages and
ages and ahh watever...just soooooOOO^infinity long ago. haha. i shall try to blog like more frequently. =)
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5:05 PM Sunday, April 06, 2008
Im in love with you and I'll never let you go
I'll hold on tight and walk on thru with life with you
And if you ever wonder why, I don't know what I'll say
But I'll never stop loving you, each and every day
I'll be your today, tomorrow and forever more
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